I don't know where to start, but-when I heard about this man's death, I was very sad. He had a wife and family. When he didn't show up for the 2nd service, she left church and went to the house. She found her husband in his truck with a self-inflicted gunshot wound. Yes, it does seem like it's non-stop. All I can say is, these pastors need to seek God like never before, because it's bad enough Satan is after the congregation. If we don't have our pastors to be strong in their personal lives, then who's going to lead the church. I guess, Christ will have to be our pastor.